There always seems to be a song to know what I am thinking and feeling.

The other day I was thinking about a certain guy and I was wondering if his eyes are gray or blue or maybe a greyish blue. a few minutes later I found this song that was exactly what I was thinking about. not every lyric is about my situation but there were a few that seemed like the songwriter just took them out of my mind.
the song is called Grey or Blue by jaymay



I think my favorite lyrics in this song are
your eyes are either grey or blue I am not close enough to say.
and I can't keep staring at your mouth without wondering how it tastes.

well anyway just wanted to share that enjoy!

Inspired by a friend.

I have recently been inspired to blog by a friend of mine. He just made a blog that he looks back and sees what he has learned through his life. It's amazing what they say about how time heals all wounds. Sometimes it doesn't and you have to work through it but most of the time that is so true. I look back to 8th grade and the disappointment of this boy not liking me. I remember thinking it was the end of the world! That there was no way that I would ever like someone as much as I like him, but sure enough I got over it and I never even think about him now. I have gone through that cycle many times during the last few years, and even in the middle of despair you always come out of it eventually. Sometimes it takes longer than other times, but it always gets healed. life is full of disappointment but I think remembering that there are a lot of people that have way worse lives than mine. I might not be able to get a date or have the guy I really like to feel the same way about me but I have all my limbs,and I am able to get a college education and all my family members are still on this earth. when I think about all the blessing God has given me I am realize that I am truly blessed.

Update!

well wow what a hoilday. So I was suppose to leave for Christmas on the saturday before the week of Christmas but because of the snow downfall I had to wait till tuesday to get on the greyhound. I ended up going down to sacramento and then going through nevada to go to salt lake. Because of the snow we were three hours late so I ended up missing my bus from sacramento to salt lake. I ended up waiting all day in the sacramento bus station for the other bus to come. Lucky I was able to meet some cool people to hang out with. I met this guy Jerry we became buddies. He didn't really have teeth because of his past of drug use and he had been in jail a couple times but he seemed to have changed his life around. He had been clean for 16 months and out of jail for almost a year and a half. He was cool we watched Zoolander because he had never seen it before. He was pretty cool. There was this other guy named kris and he gave me some sega games for my computer it was pretty cool. I finally made it to my dad's house on christmas morning. It ended up being a really great hoilday. Yesterday my dad and my sister and I watched some old home movies. I was laughing for like two hours straight it was so great. Now I am waiting for my financial aid to come through and I go back to school on saturday. I can't wait.

Well I Gave In.

Well I gave in to having a blog. I guess it wasn't a big fight not to get a blog but I guess I tried to have one before but I just didn't keep it updated. But this one should be good. I am going to have an exciting coming year. I am going back to school, and I am going to finish up there. Then I am going to go after my dream of being in the music industry. I just need to figure out what school to go to. I love school at BYU-I I have missed it. being home is kind of hard and boring.