Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Lonely last semester

I have been feeling kind of lonely this semester. It's my last semester and you think that more people would want to spend time with me but they are all busy doing other things. I have my roommate Karmee but she hangs out with her other friends some times
And doesn't invite me. I find my self missing my old crush even though I know now that he never liked me but I miss him chatting with me at church and saying hi when I would see him on campus and around town. I really miss that. My guy friends seem to be to busy to hang out and the one guy that would hang out with me hangs out with my roommate now more than me! I know it's silly but I feel like she is taking my friend away :( then my other old crush from last semester is roommates with my guy friends Just ignores me. I guess I did make things awkward but all he wants to do is talk to my roommate! I feel so ignored and it makes me sad. I tried to get to know this other guy but he dropped the class and when I facebooked him about I got this slightly awkward response! What am I doing wrong? Why does no one other than my roommates make time for me? Maybe they figured i am leaving and they want to fase me out of their lives? I don't know