Boise!

Wow boise has been really great so far. we went to to agencies today and it felt really cool to be in those laid back agencies. the first one we went to was Drake Cooper. it was really cool to see some latest graduates getting some jobs right out of college. it was really great to see how they pitched their ideas to their clients and it is really great to see what professional read to stay in touch with the industry.

the second one that we went to was Mitchell Palmer and it was a smaller agency but it was really awesome to hear the one of the founders talk. he told us that this industry is not all about what you have done but what you have to offer. he also said that when they are looking for interns and employees they are looking for personality and a good attitudes and to see if they "fit" with their agency. I made some really awesome contacts and learned some things from Albert the social media guy and talked to one of the graphic designers.

this trip is making me look forward to me future career!

One thing

So life sucks right now. I just got rejected by a guy that I really liked and was a friend that I hung out with a lot. His roommate is dating my roommate so he asked him if he would date me and he said he would never date me. So he doesn't like me and he never will! He also said he is shallow and a horrible person but he is okay with that. I have lost all desire to try to date. It's to painful and I am sick of guy making me feel like this. Feel like since I am fat I am not worth dating. It sucks that one thing about me is such a turn off. Everyone tells me that personality is so important but it's not! it has a part of it but it's not as important as LOOKS! I hate it that people including guys tell me how great I am and how great my personality is but when it comes down to it it's not enough! I am not enough! And I hate that! How can love really exist in a world that is so vain, shallow, and peddy. I hate that he would rather date shallow woman that hurt guys because they can instead of date me a girl that would never hurt him! I feel like the only important thing to boys is if the girl is hot or not. Stupid stupid BOYS! I am so done trying. If he doesn't like me then the other guys that I was interested won't either. All the boys are the same anyway.